We sleep with quiet eyes.

The cold numbs the corners of my eyes and my teeth chatter like shards of broken glass in the morning. We watch the stars, the smoke, the evening dancers and artists and guitars with their melodies and music, floating, lifting us to the clouds. We dance and sing and sit and cherish every moment of this beautiful morning, evening, night and day. I put my hands in your pockets and you smile. You are beautiful and so is this moment, in this time, on this night, as we fly. We light up the sky, you and I, and nothing could go wrong, as long as we live in this reality we have created. Nothing could bring us down, nothing could spoil this. I live for you, for everyone and their happiness. We are making things right, bringing things together, patching up the fuck ups of our lives.

Finally, I've done it.

It would seem I am on track of something, for once, although I do not know what it is yet. Feels good, at least I think it does. I guess we'll see what happens.

I am recovering from a random bout of insomnia, where I did not sleep for five days straight. I am not exaggerating or making this up. Five days of exhaustion-induced-hyperactivity and delirium. It was kind of fun, but I am very thankful to be sleeping again.

I am studying my ass off lately. I will pass my classes. I will not be a failure. I will live this dream I have set out for myself.

I ended the awkward courtship that was occurring with Devin. He said it was a shame, and that he could have loved me. I said he's better off, and introduced him to a girl named Arya. She is beautiful and ethnic, and very kind. We remain friends though, thankfully.

Forrest and I are back on speaking terms. He and Chandra are wanting to move in together, and he's getting a haircut so he'll find a job, finally. I am so happy for them, genuinely. They are truly perfect for each other. I hang out with Chandra's brother, he has a house out here, and he and his girlfriend are really cool.

Elizabeth would be proud; I've entered into an odd friendship with an older man, whose age I will not disclose. He is very kind though, and we'll see what happens.

Stubby and I are now cram studying for the psych midterm tonight.

Oh, and I'm cutting back on smoking for awhile. Lamp and I came to an agreement. We'll see how things go. I think they're going rather enticingly.

I have an ab.

Just the one, though. 

Also, it has been decided that I am going to be Link for halloween. Madi and I are painting me a shield soon. I'm excited.

I'm a whore for attention.

Had some amazing chocolate covered strawberries, and get to see my two favorite people tonight for some quality time, coffee, and cigarettes. 

That is all. Good day.