Lately, I've been terrified of being alone, in any sense of the word. If I am by myself in my room, I have to remedy that and have someone over immediately. I can't seem to be alone anymore, or I get scared. It's really dumb and I can't explain it, but it's also incredibly annoying how much I've begun to cling to people.
I can't write anymore. I can't draw anymore. I can't concentrate or read like I used to. Now I just kind of take up space and stare at the walls. I really want to read something, or doodle, or just write down thoughts. I don't know why I can't.
Bleh. Shooting for a 4.0 this semester. Somehow.
