What I want to say but never will, so I'm posting it on the internet.

Dear ___,
I wish things didn't have to end, but I'm also glad they have. I wish you would realize just how conceited you are, and just how much you use people and drop them when they are no longer convenient (or stop giving you free shit). When I confronted you, you played the sympathy card, and only because you know what I am saying is so very true. I hope you grow up, you slimy whore. 

Dear ___,
I regret you. I was angry, and you can't really blame me for being angry at that time, but I had no right to take it out on you when the only evidence was by word of mouth (which you should never rely on). I want to fix things, and at least get to where we can talk again.

Dear ___,
You are fake. You are going nowhere, and are not trying at all. You're content to just loiter and never finish school and aren't even looking for a job. Please, I want you to get a clue. You know you are going nowhere, so you blame everything around you. The blame is on you; Your life is your fault. I love you, so I want you to listen to this: Get off your ass and go outside. You'll be surprised.

Dear ___,
I wish we still talked and stuff. It seems like when you got a girlfriend, my friendship no longer mattered. Which is fine and all, I understand that, but I also remember you saying we would always be friends, no matter what. Now we are nothing to each other. What happened to us?

Dear ___,
Thank you, for everything. You have helped me so much. I am sober, I am free, and I am friendless (but right now, that's okay, because my "friends" ended up sucking anyway). You always have a place in my heart.

Dear ___,
I wish you could see how wonderful you are, deep down. I want you to get better. Maybe then things will straighten out between us. 

Dear everyone,
I love and hate you. The love will show if you allow it, but that line is so fine that sometimes it's hard. Give me a chance. I can prove myself to you.