Wednesday, July 6, 2011

a new low

My best friend's father put his hands in my pants, and I didn't do anything about it.

I am the dirt beneath your feet, completely unworthy of your attention.

2 comments:

  1. This is absolutely in no fucking way your fault. In no world or situation or anybody's view is this YOUR fault. HE is the dirt, and he is absolutely disgusting as a human being to do that.

    You can't blame yourself, or feel guilty, or feel like it was your fault (I know).

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  2. It just made me feel like shit, you know? I made it a point to not avoid her house or the situation though. I'm better than that. Last weekend, he finally took me aside and apologized and I know he feels awful, too.

    The worst part is that his wife knows. That is what really makes me feel like dirt. I will never tell his daughter though. She looks up to him too much and she is my best friend. Eh :/

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