I got my shit back from Gina, finally, and told her to not bother talking to me again and to have fun using people and getting STD's. She never even attempted to apologize to me, when I even apologized to her. She then acted all forgiving and shit, and like everything was my fault or something, when I have done everything for her, I would have given her the world, and I can only remember maybe two times when she's actually done something for me, and she plays it off like I am a terrible friend. Whatever, that's done with now.
I have been consistently drunk sense thursday. Took a break on monday though. But still, consistently drunk. My friend Lamp says I need to get Adam out of my system. I'm going to miss Lamp, he turned out to be a really great friend, and a true gentleman. It's sweet, really. He is one of the few purely good guys I have met (granted he is supplying alcohol to a minor, but whatever).
I'm kind of ready to move out to Denton. I'm going to be doing school year round, too, so after this first year I'm probably getting an apartment somewhere out there. I hope things work out though. I am a little scared of going out there mostly friendless. I've got Tessa and Ian, and recently met a kid named Brad, but who knows how long these friendships will last? If I've learned anything, it's that everyone leaves at some point, whether by my fault or they just get bored.
Adrian and I have decided we're going to be hermits on the same mountain later in life. Different sides of the mountain, of course, but we can visit each other every once in awhile at least. I desserve to be a hermit, and I actually don't think I would mind.
Granted, I hate feeling alone. I'll get over it though. Always do.
College is going to suck.
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