My roommate and I get along really well, which I am glad. Her name is Madi, she's a sweet little red-head. She is very nice, and a very good girl. It is encouraging.
Classes are going fine right now, I guess. I've been able to actually keep up with studying.
Met a guy. His name is Devin, he is a senior. I don't know what's going on between us, be it desperation or lust or what, but it really needs to stop. I don't know when he'll realize I am avoiding going to his house, but I think it's for the best. I don't know what's going on. I don't know how to react or what to say. Ugh. I would like to have someone to talk to about this, but Tessa doesn't understand and I can't really think of anyone else around here to talk to.
I have made friends, and they're all pretty cool I guess. I don't know. Something is missing.
Lamp is coming back out here Wednesday night to visit, I am pretty excited. We have fun, it's all good. He might bring Jesse with him, and I adore her.
Yeah. Life seems boring, after what I'm used to. But almost two months clean, and I'm really happy about it. Actually, that's a lie, but it at least makes me feel a little accomplished.
I miss the old days.
You should feel proud of yourself! Extremely proud.
ReplyDeleteAnd I'll talk to you about your guy any time! =]
If it makes you feel any better, I'm in Paris and I still feel like something's missing.
I would be proud, except I rounded to two months and everyone knows I can't round for shit haha.
ReplyDeleteAnd I told you a little bit about Devin, I think..? Well, things escalated and fast. Baaaahhhhhhh.
You can vent to me whenever you need to, about Paris. Maybe all it's missing is a good book, or something? I don't know what I'm saying. Haa. We'll chat later ;)